For someone i truly love

Your always there for me when im crashed beyond

Your my best-friend

Your my family

Your bloody healthy

You hate smokers, druggies & alcoholics... They reflect the devil in u, so chances of u smoking or takin drugs is def out of the question. . However how could u ever say no to alcohol, especially ur classic drunken moments.

You nag like a mother fucker tht bloody pisses me off, however till this day ill always b greatful. Who knows wht I would have become if no nag came frm u

You love me so much tht it kills u everytime im gone within a split second

You cover my ass from BIG BOSS countless times because u just want to see me happy

Hearin these 3 killer words : I HAVE CANCER

@ 1st i realli thought u wer simply pissing ur pants caz i havent had the catch up time with u. However sumhow the words tht came out of u made me froze.

I always watch these sor hai korean emo nemo dramas & i do admit, I have sad teary moments. However i always thought it could never happen to me & my group of loved ones. Till tht very moment

The onli thought tht went inside me was "OF ALL MOTHER FUCKIN PEOPLE"

Junkfood is hatred

RAW MUSHROOM & HERBAL VITAMINS r like snack for u

Chocolate is like once in a blue moon

VEGES r like ur lovers

U golf more than fuckinTiger Woods.

U exercise like ur on steroids 

All i know is

I locked  away my heart & ate the key. Then u opened me, u awakened all my senses. Do u know you taught my heart to breathe.

Like how they say in nearly every love song

 "My LOVE For You Will Never Dies, till the end of time "

Ques. Do i think life is unfair ?

Ans. Yes.

So Scuba Diving land was much better than i thought it would be. I cant remember when was the last time i actually had a holiday,better yet a nice chill out, beach resort holiday. The trip was never meant to happen though, however thanks to the mother, she forcefully kicked me outta my own place insisting tht i should take a break.

The shittest part however was the fact tht i was THE youngest der. Evrytime im tanning, i day dream bout those good ole days i had with the boading lads suntanning pratically everywhere. Even out on the sidewalk would b the spot we would tan caz everywhere else outside the grass area would b full house.

Pictures on the other hand, lets just say they r sumwhere over the rainbow.. I cant help tht i dont own a camera, but hell with the technology 2day, my 5megapixels camera is just wht i onli need. Yet still i take no pics.I m no vainpot but 1 thing for sure, the others in the group sure took shit loads of them. Jus waiting for the day they will sober up & maybe upload them into the computer.

Since my days in scuba diving land has passed by, my life practically runs back to its orginal state. Next month however it will b another ass trip down 2 assland,which will hands down, suck. Thank Goodness it will onli b 6 days. After tht it b straight to "prostitute" land where the boys will sure steam once the plane touchdown.. haha jkjk No doubt, *sexyshow* will def b d 1st hit spot after landing. Sad enough i didnt manage to move my ass with them last round, dont worry dis round i shot gun there!

Meanwhile, the onli new exciting shit going on wit me is nothin but my "turtle", Pure Royal baby! First born & totally fall head over heels with it. Its my new bitch ride & it needs serious vacumin. Right before i leave, i manaage to snick dese of korrr...

From far i look damn chao tut... Clearly i played BarBitch/BarDriver so fat chance for me enjoying my "phei"ness .... kan ni na -_-"

Seriously, his name saved under my phonebook is no joke "hum-ka-ling"...LMF came into my world caz of him... & trust me, wen double trouble team up, we bring out our sorhai ness to its max anywhere, everytime!

The macha i heart unconditionally

OMG i still cant believe i m so semangat to go to Shark Disco after hours.... Place is pariah, Picture also Pariah .

The other groupies i caught up with...

She never says hi by waving or smiling, She says hi to me by grbbing my boobs...

omg my cheeks needs work out

He keeps me sane. xoxo

wahahah im so gonna get my ass kicked for this... Sorry for knickin it.. LOVE U LONG TIME :- p

right gotta go layan "turtle" i sense its starting to emo on me...

About a week ago, my Bitch & i decided to help out a friend (Hypertune Photographer), Victor , take sum typical studio pics.

Heres the thing, i never enjoy taking pictures of myself. I dont own a camera, i mean i used to but i lost it within d day i had it...  I know im a true hero .... So pretty much, most of my pics r just with my friends (my profile pic is usually cropped too.. lol) or photographers tht happens to b great mates of mine & desperately in need of a model for their work (or they jus love me ... jkjk)

When it cums down to 1 on 1 shoot. Meaning nobody but just myself. I get VERY shy ...  Ok maybe not to say shy la.. I duno wht the exact word is but im sure u get wht i mean..

    "example: ur in a club with friends. & a friend says "HEY U LOOK HERE @ THE CAMERA". You thought ok cool man photo! whohooo!!! but heres the thing, EVERYONE else surrounding u are LOOKIN @ U!!!!!!! Ok if i were to look like Angelina Jolie, i b like FUCK YEAH LOOK @ ME LOOK @ ME WHOOOOOOHOOOOO!!!.... Sadly only dreams could make me happy right? so seemingly i look @ the people surrounding me & ill b like SHIIITTTTT why is everyone lookin @ me damnnnittt???!!!!!

   example: ur doing a studio pic for sum magazine. Imagine ur ready & on standby... When u get on the set @ the very moment... U have the techniqans ppl staring @ u. Photographers of course. Maybe ur hair & make up team.. Just imagine the whole crew lookin @ u... Im like "shit, fuck, cunt!!! "

My point is, its EMBARRASING & u will def look worse thn wht u plan to look.. I mean im no expert. My bitch on the other hand, has a camera. Has taken pic by herself so hands down, her photos are jus damn .. "drop dead sexy". so been done, not photoshoped... I showed a couple of my friends...

THE RESPONSE:

1. holy shit, u look like tht penguin frm Happy Feet. (*-_- can u b fuckin serious mate?!?!?!*)
2. why u look so shy laaa??? cant u b like tht real life, not photos? (fuck u )
3. PENGUIN to the max la babeeee ... lol cute wadddd (plz,call me anything but not cute asshole! )
4. a bit Zombie but can la can la !!! (damn ittt zombie??? why not panda while ur @ it? )
5. Eye make up too dark if not ok lo (ci bai, tell la eariler diuuuu )

Best part- only 1 person said i look "decent", or was it "not fucked in d head"

My friends r just damn interesting ... but anyhoooooo comment or no comment, u decide... @ d end, i still say i look crap either way.... its the end la.. how wei how!!!